I was showing my boyfriend my little sketchbook only for him to say, "Hey, isn't he the guy in you cookie picture?!"
Then I realised that they really do look the same! (It was unintentional!) Since I drew him so much times, maybe I should make him into a original character for a manga? T__T~~ But he has no name at this current moment...!

( See pictures here! )

And here's a random Rukia headshot I found in my sketchbook:

★ Started playing this game on Sunday~ *__*;; it's so fun and cute! Though I'm not a big gamer, especially in arcades~ (I actually think this game is for little children? @__@;; hmmm...)

★ Expo is this Saturday! Quite nervous as I have lots of stuff to sort out before then. This time round, I'm gonna spend wisely!! >_<;; I realised the last time I came back from the expo, I brought a ton of useless stuff that only cluttered my room, e.g. un-used bleach and FMA posters etc~ Gonna limit myself to one plushie! *__*;; because my bed is getting too crowded and I already have sack full of soft toys~

(Aahaha, but I have a feeling, I'm gonna splash out on Bleach merchandise again... dunno why it's only this series where I spend my money on... I think because I love Ichigo, Rukia and Kon... *__*;; )

Epik high have a new albummm~~ I'm so late in realising!! T__T!! But so so H A P P Y! Feels like I've been waiting for them for forever, I'm glad they haven't failed to impress me! hehe, though I haven't heard their full album yet...

Tablo changed his hair style!! *___*!!!!!!!!! *nosebleeds everywhere*
(Though I actually been having nosebleeds every morning since... Friday 0__0;; which is strange for a person like me... who doesn't usually get nosebleeds...)

I think if Epik High ever break up... (GOD forbid!) I'll be seriously heartbroken... I think they aren't as strong without each other? 

Wah wah wahhhhh~~ T__T!!!!!!
Finally finished my graphics and art exam and is SERIOUSLY deprived for sleep. Though I still can’t feel the relief, as I’m on the late shift at work tomorrow… (Has to work till 9pm…T^T)
I still feel as though I could have done more for my graphics and art exam... it’s too late now, so I just have to deal with it >__<;; hehe, however, I did pump up my arm muscles lodging my work around… maybe a bit too much…
As a celebration of completing my exams, I went to watch “Iron Man”… it was AMAZING!!! *__*!! I didn’t expect to like it so much, as I usually complain about films. I knew little about Iron Man and assumed he was just an “equipped” commoner like Batman. It has definitely replaced Spiderman as my top Marvel movie! Things I liked about it were the political story background to it and how neat the story ties up together. The graphics left me in awe, like the green hologram, as well as the ending credits song… <3
I think… girls are doomed to be swayed by cocky men, though they bring you NO GOOD! 0__0!! *points finger out*
I also found out I’m on LCC’s entry list for sure to start my next school year! (I was worried as I hadn’t heard from them since I’ve returned my slip confirming my placement.) I get to enrol in 22nd September; meaning my birthday will be on a holiday still! *__*! YAYERS!

Now I need to plan what to do with my summer… such as…
1) Revise for film studies exams in June
2) Sort out commission info
3) Do my London expo competition piece
4) Enter NEO competition! (For sure this year! T__T)
5) Maybe do a one shot and CG like I’ve never CG-ed before!

Hehe, but we all know I’ll be lazy and will be devoured by dramas and shoujo manga *__*;; (I seriously need to get back to reading shonens…!!)

OMG~~ OMGG~~ *foams in mouth* (yes! It’s a foaming mouth moment!)
Ahh~ I’m feeling quite… otaku-fied at this current moment! After doing some research for my film studies project…

I found out that…

Makoto Shinkai (Maker of 5cm p/s etc) is currently living in LONDON. 0___0!!!

He’s been in London for a month now to improve his English! He’s says he lives currently near a station and “There’s a very big park nearby”… All I could think of is HYDE PARK! Ahahaha, I’m not sure why, as it could be any other large park T^T;;
Knowing that such an amazing established Japanese animator lives in the same city as me is… too… way way awesome… *__*;; as it seems quite impossible/ unreal? (I breathe the same air as himm~~ *__*!! ahaha but don't we all? LOL)

Ahaha, now I feel like wondering the streets looking for him… T__T!! *crawls around* not like I’m ever gonna meet him! Ahaha @__@;; I feel like cryingg~ I'm such a geek!

End!

[mood| thoughtful]

[mood| blah]

Just came back from school, I’m so pooped!
    This morning, I had a media mock exam to analyze a film sequence, I’m not sure how well I did, though I wished I had more time because I kinda rushed in the last 20 minutes…I also had this oral presentation for Religious studies, thank god my tutor wasn’t in, so I got to go home early and skip my presentation… until next week…! ^_^;; I’m really scared about it as last time I had to do an oral exam, I started crying… lol, not sure why… but I was pretty annoyed at myself ^_^;; *slaps self*

    On the way home, a friend and I got on the bus and this lady in front of us wanted to push her pram into the bus. The bus driver denied her as he already had another two prams in the bus. So she started to fold her pram and held her daughter’s hand, I felt really bad for her, because it was so cold outside.
A huge argument started and it was so serious, the bus driver refused to start the bus and everyone ran to the next bus when I came! ^_^;; The lady stayed on the bus and the driver started driving, even though he was reluctant, he was still shouting and complaining to her, luckily there was a man to stop the violence… O_O;; but yesh… he was saying something about it was against health and safety and wouldn’t let it go, yet he was arguing, not looking on the road while driving! O_O!! lol, we was really scared… finally we got off, only to see another two prams trying to get on the bus, even though there was one already inside… it’s obvious how things will turn out T^T;;

    Last night I watched “The cat returns” by Ghibli, I love it so much, it’s really cute and a sweet story about believing in yourself with lots of cats. Toto and Muta are my favourite characters as they had such a cute relationship! <3 The bodyguards cats in the blacks fur suits were ultra cool too! Lol!
I read this one-shot manwha called, “The dress”, it’s so dark and the storyline is basic but surprisingly good, I recommend it! ^_^ Also, please read another one-shot called DUDS HUNT! It’s currently my favourite manga and KBOY is super love~! <3 it’s quite like the manga called, Natsunokumo… but but… has that special element to it… I adore one-shots so much, it’s just amazing how a short story can have so much impact rather than a long series… *w* <3

    Umm… still got loads of manga and new anime to watch… I have to make time for it, it seems like i haven't got much time to do anything laterly, everything is a rush 24/7... ;__; like right now I should be doing work, but I'm dawdling along, blogging to avoid it... ^0^;; *slaps self again*
It’s kinda quiet at home as my sister is in Manchester… it’s a little weird…


[mood| full]

It’s been a while hasn’t it? Hehe, hmm...tis is a minor journal update to know what happened to me whilst my absence, no art! s o r r y !!!! (´△｀;;)a
In some ways a lot has happened since the London expo, school is overwhelming as usual and I’m really not liking it there... I think I expected too much/too much is expected from me, as it’s supposed to be one of the top schools in London…yet, I’m not really sure. But then again I’m only here for two years to get my grades, so I’m gonna tough it out! >_<;; GRRRRRRrrrrRRR!! *chews heads off*
though at times it’s difficult, such as… the other morning! I came to school early, carrying three A3 folders with my sketchbooks inside and twas so heavy! I finally came to the graphics classroom to drop off my folders and the teacher locked the door in my face… ^_^;; I actually thought she was going to help me open the door…ahh~ the teachers speak to you as though you have no brain, I feel so offended >_<;; when asked questions they ramble about something unrelated, causing me to be more confused... so I resort to self studying! （;; = o=）=3

( Click to read FANdoms: Densha Otoko/Train man + YAYA )

Just in case I don't update before Christmas, I hope everyone has an amazing christmas filled with happiness, warm bunnies and sweeties delivered by scarf wearing kittens! *0*<3


[mood| drained]
[music| Orange range ]
[currently doing| knitting for charity! ^_^v ]

I started a new school today! The last few days have been kinda a hassle as I had to sort out changing schools. I changed from another school that I intended to go to at first, but decided to go to this better school.
It was a little weird and even though I had some friends attending the same school, I was lonely still and was so hard to find them! I’m also in a different faculty as them so don’t see them much and and! Don’t have any “no subject” blocks as them…^_^ Seeing them was like... instant happiness in a warm mug! Hehe, so far I don’t really like it much… I think I’ll begin to like it once I start my subjects… hopefully…
Ohh… I went back to my old school to collect my portfolio and I felt so at home and realised how much I missed everyone and the times there! So weird, I was so happy to leave as well… O_O;; this is what people call school sickness?

Other than school, I also started a Deviant art account! ^_^ hehe, this can be found ! Erm.. I haven’t posted much and the things I uploaded I don’t like much… =A=;; I’m growing very impatient with CGs! >w<;; Erm.. I kinda revived my year old website! ^_^ hehe, but but, the URL is no longer, “www.soyaMILK.co.nr”, but “www.soyaMILKu.co.nr”. This is because I want to start using “soyaMILKu” more as it’s more unique than “soyaMILK”! ^_^

Here's some previews of rough CGs! ^_^









[mood| scared]
[music| - ]
[currently doing| watching tv ]

Wah~ tis freezing in London the last few days, that it kinda feels like winter? ^_^ hehe, when sleeping, I have to scrunch up into a little ball, hugging my duvet to keep warm. I learnt that if I shove my head under my duvet I get warm faster! O_O;;
Hum~ my toe is recovering! It only started to form a scab yesterday? And I had to pick off the remaining hard skin/fleshy bits that where hanging off… ^_^ twas… fun!

( Click to read about BLEACHness/ manga )

( Click to see scrap CG!  )


[mood| cold]
[music| - ]
[currently doing| Watching Laputa! ♥ English dubbed ]

Hayo! ^_^
hehe, so I wanted to update with some of my old art from my school planner, to show how much I progressed over the years. I really only started drawing around 2004? @_@;; and I feel like I still got a mile stone to overcome. But tis so true, looking through old drawings really does make you feel chuffed! XD!

On another note, I accidentally stepped on a razor on my bedroom floor yesterday?! (friday) It cut a small chunk out of my big right toe and took so long to stop bleeding, twas a little scary! >_<;; so much blood and twas so deep too! *wobbles like a penguin* still kinda bleeding now... =_=;;

Below: An old unfinished CG I randomyly found >_<;; my sister said she looked like MJ from Spiderman the movies...? O_O;;

( Old planner sketches: image heavy?!  )


[mood| bouncy]
[music| silence... ToT;; ]
[current location| bedroom ]

aww... I just woke up @_@;; my eyes are very sore...
but nonetheless, just making an entry for those who are miyavi fans, to tell them you can make a wish for him (as support)! ^_^
This will be part of the 1000 cranes project and they only have 400-ish out of 1000 wishes.... T^T;;


I think I would be bombarding them many wishes as times goes by, you can make more than one wish if you can think of more!
sannnkyuuuuuuuuuuu!! ♥

(edit: I think I'm dehydrated... @_@;; )

[mood| chipper]
[music| monkey majik ]
[current location| england ]

wah~~ it's been a long time since I CG-ed anything and actually finished it ^_^;;
but TADA! A random old fan art of Shia (Pita Ten) that I thought would be fun to colour...
The inking is kinda wobbly since it was done by hand... T^T;; *fidgets*
( Click to view! )

[mood| accomplished]
[music| An cafe ]
[current location| my room ]