I still have to tweak some pages a bit more and have to organise and upload the graphic design section! I'm really dreading it as I'm trying to find a way to present my work as well as the current gallery...! I also got my monitor resolution wrong, so everything is a lot bigger for my screen~

I updated my website with a new stationary type layout *__*!! hehe~ as said on my deviantart; link exchanges are welcome! 

Just went to watch "WANTED"; it was... hmm... silly due to the plot, somewhat predictable... but it's just one of those mindless Hollywood blockbusters to blank out in awe at the special effects *A*;; Though I have to admit how the editing was really amazing! Especially the way they cut to scenes and how they edited the anxiety attacks sequence!

SPOILER! One part that freaked me out was where he had to shoot dead people... =A=;; way too disturbing!

More reasons to OTL about! When trying to update my website's hosting, I realised I can't log into my old host.
I did everything so quickly, that I didn't think that I should save all my files and codings of my website... (And I didn't have many old works saved on my PC as all the data on my PC is new, due to a recent crash...)

I may need to accept the fact that there's a possibility that I lost over 20+ CGs of 2007... orz;;

Ahhhh...maybe there's nothing I can do... brand new 2008, new work, new HTML layout scripting...
I'm gonna become a hermit this summer! So much for hoping and looking forward to an exciting summer... T__T;;;

(My revision notes are not comforting...T^T!)

I wonder if people can be 100% nice and good people, but at the same time be happy...?
If you're too nice, people take advantage of you? They feel like they can do anything to you because they know they can get away with it and you won't say anything. Maybe there's a limit to how nice you can be. Also, if you're too nice, people begin to suspect how genuine your kindness is! What happened to just being nice without no hidden agendas or cunning plan behind it?

uhh... swiftly changing the topic! @__@;; I've upgraded by Livejournal to a paid account, only to realise my website hosting died for this month... (despite it only being the 10th day of June...) So I'll need to upgrade my web host soon~ || orz ||
I'm not sure if I should be happy or not... does that mean I'm getting more visits? *__*;;

I've been incredibly lazy lately and procrastinating to no end... I really need to revise soon... but I keep on OTL-ing



[mood| stressed]
[music| Princess Mononoke OST ]
[currently doing| Watching Princess Mononoke ]

Happy Easter my happy bunnies! <3

These past days, I’ve done nothing but freeze my nuggets off! T__T;; I spent the whole day wearing two hoodies and a winter hat to keep warm indoors, since my heating conveniently wouldn’t turn on… T^T!!

Random bits and bobs:

1)      I forgot to say that Minho Kwon gave a talk at my school (before Christmas), it was amazing! I later emailed him to thank him for the inspiration and he emailed me back to encourage me to keep on drawing (though he never saw my works @__@;;! Ahaha, I still feel so motivated! I can’t believe I forgot so quickly!)

2)      I finished of my production film. It was FUN but exhausting, though I secretly enjoyed editing. We did all the filming in one day so it was quite stressing and I had to keep hunting my main actor since he likes to float about to charm his special lady friends! I’m glad that everyone is on good terms and no one had any arguments~ *wipes sweat*

I’m wondering if this is a wake up call of a hidden passion…(I’ll never be a director though, ahaha I’m not cut out to boss people about!) though thinking about it, it made me realise I would never be satisfied staying/continuing on still image… if that made sense? I’ll like to think I’m moving towards moving image one day!  @__@;; *shrugs*  (I’ll post screen caps later!) 

3)      I’ve read so much shoujo I think corn is falling out of my ears every time I breathe ~__~;;

My current favourite is “Kaichou wa Maid-sama!” by Hiro Fujiwara. (Is the fan of the stupid trio and perfect boy Usui! *squeals* <3 I need to find time to read Special A too…)

4)      I finally watch “Grave of the Fireflies”, the only part I got teary was the beginning. (I had no idea why!) Though I never fully cried, it was still a great movie!

5)      I watched Pulp Fiction in my film classes…AND OHHHH~ that special “MALE BONDING” scene is forever engraved in my head now… O_O… it was so… aggressive? I must say Tarantino has corrupted me quite a bit. (Didn’t know what a GIMP was before. Etc; I admit… there’s something INCREDIBLY frightening about him… T^T;; )

6)      My website host is utter P A N T S! =__=;; I never noticed how I only had 100MB bandwidth a month, so I’ll need to upgrade sometime in the future. I’m considering on spending £50 a year for 2,500MB of space and my domain name as well a set up fee? But I’ll need to do some serious searching as I don’t trust my host~ =__=!!