I can't believe how .D U M B. I am... ;0;
*needs to be kicked in the head*


[mood| PEED off]

Ak~ Everyday I wake up having to do something. I can’t remember the last day where I have nothing to do and I could lounge around! (I really wanna sleep in~!)

Before I mentioned about the possibility of becoming redundant? I found out on Sunday that I actually still have my job! *__*/ Instead of working in three TOPSHOP stores, I’ll be transferring to work in Miss Selfridge, Oxford Circus; still the same company, but different jewellery brand.
I’m not sure whether to be happy or not, as I was set on thinking I was leaving, I also applied to some other jobs which I got interviews for. (But now I’m not attending anymore T^T~ ) One of which was a new branch of H&M in Camden, but I don’t think the pay would be as much as central London, so I don’t think I’ll be attending the interview…

I’m a bit nervous working in Oxford Circus, I know I’ll find it incredibly stressful and that I’ll feel claustrophobic as it seems so crowded T0T;; (I hope everyone is friendly there! T__T;; )
The good points are: I have the sweet shop + art box section in Topshop right next door to me as well as many other stores! <3

[mood| rushed]

Aww~ My C:drive is officially kapoot and burnt out! All my school work and CGs were on that drive >___<;; (luckily, my main coursework projects are all handed in!) I was rotating between 5 CGs: 2 requests, 3 bleach fan art; 3 of which were almost completed… OTL;;



I have to say that my new year didn’t go so well, since January, I’ve…

1) Lost my old phone and my sim chip when my current phone was off to repair (at least it wasn’t my new phone right? I still had £14 of credit on it and personal text messages on that sim T^T!! )

2) I might be made redundant from my current job OTL;; I find out on the 19th…I think…

3) My PC died on me, which practically had everything on it… T0T;; photos, school work, all my CG programmes, manga etc >0<;;



But~ I know things will get better *__*;; it could be a lot worse, so I should be grateful for that! I’m feeling the emptiness of not being able to read manga everyday, ahaha /dork

Also, I got into LCC! (My 1st choice) I was so nervous in the interview. My stomach was hurting so badly, I felt like throwing up! O_<;;


[mood| moody]

(;; ╦ ∆╦) I did something stupid again... my current phone is sent off to be repaired… (even though I’ve only had it for 3-4 months…!)
So I set up an alarm clock last night, only to forget that the time on it was wrong, since I didn’t turn it one hour back before… ~__~;;
Thus, I ended up waking early… which has made me SUPER crabby as I’ve only been getting 3-4 hours sleep lately… *zombiefied*
Due to the lack of sleep, I’m very slow and forgetful, ahaha… I spent like 5 minutes at work, punching in wrong codes in the stock room to open the door, after a while, I gave up and stared at the door instead…*laser eye beams*

I’m just too tired…

I’ll be on hiatus until possibly Easter or early summer! Sorry I can’t comment on everyone’s blogs! I also realised that I haven't tracked some people’s journals on my friendlist… no wonder why I haven’t been getting emails on their updates… (;; > Д<)a
Sorry about that, I always keep thinking the friending someone on LJ is like watching someone on DA…

[mood| cranky]

Hayo Hayo! I have good news! ( ^▽^)つ
Does anyone remember my new year’s resolutions? Hehe, my third one was, “Get at least one job during the whole year!” And guess whattt~~?!! *nods happily* I had my interview today and I did well! Huhuhu, I’ll be starting on Saturday, so it’ll mean I’ll have even less free time… but I’m happy in a way, as I feel like I’m maturing! It’s my first job and well… even though it doesn’t involve wearing uniform, it’s pretty cool! I’ll be taking over my sister’s job in the weekend, working in three different TOPSHOP stores, under the jewellery section. Hehe! I’m a little nervous... and I feel like a cheated loads as my sister practically got the job for me >__<;; other people struggle to find a job right? So it seems kinda unfair… though I’m really grateful and work my hardest for her!
So yup… I guess I won’t have a lot of time online; I miss drawing/CG-ing so much!! T__T;; I really want to start my manga, but I’m gonna wait to the summer! I Freedom will come in just… five-ish months? Not that far right…? But for now, I’ll be struggling with school as always…

So yup… not much has happened to me lately, except, my rape alarm going off in my media class =__=;; I didn’t even know it was my rape alarm as I’m not familiar with how it sounds. So I’ll just staring at everyone, wondering if it was the fire alarm! Lol, too embarrassing! Other stuffs… involve me falling and sitting on my friend’s cushiony foot on the escalator… I think I was tired? I don’t remember it so well (。。;) Ahh... and I got mistaken for being 18-21 by these fashion thingy men on the high street…. I’m so sad! I’m only 17, not 18 yet! Hehe I wish I could be back to 10 years old! Oo happy days~ <3

Ahh! My English grammar is so awful! I can’t re-read what I write without being embarrassed with the errors on it! T__T;; I wish I continued to study English… I always kinda wanted to be an English teacher as a back up career if I fail in my ambitions… but now that is a dead idea!

Hmm… I’ll try update again after my first day of work! ♥